Disease

Disease

For so long I had hope for change
My what illusions I've erupted in my brain.
My past full of hate and disgust
Forgiven can never surface, enough.
Aching for you to love me,
but you built the wall that severs the bond
A hero people proclaim
underneath a mask of mystic lies
hidden beneath
So torn in your own affliction
that the only cure lies in your soul.
Blindness of pride strips away at your flesh,
all the while you
blame the doctors of malpractice.
Don't you see the fate of your call?
Let it go, it's not worth the fall.
I see you occupy your time
filling yourself with perjury.
So where is your remedy now?
The clock is ticking
and you choose denial at your side.
Hoping to stand in righteousness,
remember you told me
that God sees everything.

(c) Chong N. Kim, 2013

Reviews

[Roger Turgeon]

Lying to one's self is very destructive ... to yourself an others... as you point out, there is One who knows the truth.

[zainul]

Very nice write.
These lines are self- explanatory:
"Hoping to stand in righteousness,
remember you told me
that God sees everything."