I am not special.

I absolutely hate being told I can’t/shouldn’t do things because I’m too young. I feel like I have a good understanding of what I actually should not do and what is other people basing off of everyone else my age. I’m not going to  say “I’m different than everyone else” because I know that is not true. I know I follow many trends and can’t seem to truly be myself. I know I tend to act like the people I’m around most and can’t find my own personality. That is such a bad trait of mine now that I think about it.. But I would in no way place myself with the majority either. I fall somewhere in the middle that no one notices. I am not special and I really need to realize that. Realize I am not the center of everyone's world and cannot expect them to always be there to help me. They have themselves to worry about and I can’t assume they will drop everything to talk to me just to hear about my lousy uneventful day. I cant expect everyone to like me and want to talk to me, I need to remind myself not to change so other people will like me as well. That isn’t me, I’m constantly changing and I want it to be for myself and for the better.

I really didn’t plan out what I was going to write, I kind of just let my feelings spill out onto the keyboard.. So what i wrote is kind of messy and doesn’t follow any type of guideline.

Reviews

[Sirus da virus]

you say how you think your selfish because you feel bad about feeling bad and you want to help people but you dont know how this writing piece literately states how others wont help you because they dont have the time that means they are being Just as selfish because they dont see the world the same way as you

[Gregory Stires]

very deep and great depth. thank you for sharing this with us.