do i suffer alone

do i suffer alone,
behind these empty walls
unsure where to go
everything is so different
nothing as change
even the single tear that falls
im with, but i am without
feel my heart its spilt in two
now unsure what to do
feeling so losed,
i want to scream out loud
and curse everything
but i shouldnt feel this way
i remember everything
even when i am with him
i made a promise to you
and know i am cursed because
i failed you
so i will be haunted by the
ghost of everything we were
what i had, what we had.
but i want you know
to know i wish you well,
maybe one day we will meet again
because we are two rageing flames
that burn two together.