Why do I feel
like I am being hated by everyone?
These tears I
hide from everyone doesn’t help me focus,
And the fact of
being abused doesn’t help me,
Emotionally,
mentally, verbally, and physically…
I have all
these pains and nearly no one cares…
Very few have
noticed my behavior and attitudes changing,
But they never
asked until the last moment…
Almost everyone
ignores what is showing on the outside,
And very few
notice what is showing on the inside…
What is being
kept hidden from everyone…
My family
ignores the fact that my behavior is changing,
They never know
what fully interests me,
I am feeling
that I am hated…
Because I get
accused for mostly everything…
Especially what
happens every day.
I wish more
than several people would understand my pain,
I wish my
family knew my interests and understood why,
I wish I could
have a better life…
But what I have
right now is what I have to live with…
Even if it
hurts me more than it has before…
Having
emotional distress, stress, and depression…
Isn’t the
greatest combination to have…
My pain has
followed me for about seven years now,
And it keeps me
the way I am now…
The past can’t
be changed, only the future…
One third of my
life is ruined by friends and family…
Who is out
there that I can trust now?
Why does all
this pain hold me down?
Why am I still
here when I wish to not be?
These questions
are already answered…
Someone please
help me with this terrible life…
I would rather
be in a paradise…
Than be
straight in hell on land…
The joy of
being gone from hell…
Is my only wish
to be alive…
This angel is
dying from the inside…
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