THE STORY OF YOU AND I.....

A long story all about my boyfriend and I, from our first online meeting to the day we meet and more. PS: i know the title is the same as one of my poems.

YOU (MARK) 

Just a guy with a life similar to most, you have a job, friends, a great family who care about you and love you so much. 

Your day revolves around going to work, then coming straight home to change then your straight back out that door and off to gym with your mates, then after a nice workout and some laughs with mates your off to bed. 

Weekends you see your family more, have a little more of a sleep since your always working/working out on the weekdays, then very frequently going to Justin and Kayla's house. Your there so often its like you live there. 

Your life seems just great a little overworked and busy but it should be great. 

Although you just cant seem to be happy theirs something missing in your life, you have been searching a few years now and you cant seem to find her. Its love. Your missing your other half/ your missing a peace of your soul, the last thing you need to make you happy.

Seems like the longer your taking to find her the more your loosing hope and the more sad you become.

Your mates tell you your asking for to much when you tell them what you would like in a girlfriend they keep telling you good luck there's no girl out there like that Every girl you like you know you can treat better then any guy could ever treat them, those girls think your an amazing guy but for some reason there always turning you down. 

At this point your wondering whats wrong with me. Your so depressed and just want someone to love. Your just a sad lonely boy looking for someone to give your big heart to.    

ME (CIMMY)

Just a girl with a compleatly different life then you. Still finishing school and having a good laugh with friends, misbehaving giving teachers a hard time enjoying the easy life enjoying my comfort zone enjoying not having to worrie about getting a job/car or moving out, enjoying my childhood while i still can, and grabbing onto it with both hands.

My family also very different to yours whilest yours are so caring loving, and close together, your parents willing to do almost anything for you. I came home to a brother who acts like hes 20 when at the time he was only around 12. A mother who is to preoccupied on her computer and cyber life to take notice of anything else including her kids. A father who was to much of a pushover and let hes son push him around not giving much disapline at all. Also not only are my mother and father not in love anymore but they don't even communicate. The only one i have to turn to is my sister, such a close bond between us that can never be broken.

I also have a huge heart and want someone to give it to. So desperate to be loved and cared for that i gave my heart away to easy and way to often getting hurt by plenty guys. Then moving on to internet relationships that never worked out. I was always getting treated poorly and a let guys treat me badly, getting more depressed and lonely I to was about to give up.

Just a sad depressed lonely girl wanting someone to love her like no other wanting someone to push her cares away, just a lonely heart aching girl looking for love.

(OUR FIRST ONLINE CHAT)

Me: i hop onto the internet and go onto my online sight meetme, looking to find someone interesting or fun to talk to.

YOU: Haven't been on meet me for so long but somethings telling you (a gut feeling really) that if you go on the sight you ll find someone tonight so you also open your internet and hop online also. You see me online go to my profile read about me and you think im cute and you like my information i have put about myself so you send me a message saying hey cutie 

Me: I see i have a message and i click on it its from you saying hey cutie. I smile as i see it you seem sweet, i send you a message back saying hey there 

You: You respond saying what you doing? How are you?

Me: I respond with not much im bored i was about to get off there was no one to talk to but now im talking to you. and cold vewy vewy cold 

You: You respond with awww "cuddles- 

Thats as much as i remember :)

                                  

I cant remember most of the rest of our conversation after that. I remember wishing i had some real cuddles. You seemed like a sweet guy but at the time i wasn't interested in you as anything more then friends, seeing as i had my sights set on this guy called Zack. 

Our next few talks i told you about Zack and you were crushed you thought a girl like me was to good for you that you had no chance. I told you on Facebook that i was going to meet this guy soon but i was scared of getting hurt. You offered me advice and said maybe you shouldn't go then but i did anyway.

I went that day had my first real kiss they day was amazing Zack was amazing and i thought i was bound to here from him in a few days. Although days and days went past, i tried calling him for weeks he wasn't picking up i was crushed. Eventually one day he happened to pick up, and that's when he did it he broke my heart. 

Days after that i cried allot you where there for me so much we started chatting over the phone allot as well. You were so worried about me you wernt eating you where often depressed. I wasn't even your girlfriend, but it seemed like him hurting me hurt you just as much. You hated seeing me (well not literally but in the sence) like that.

(Falling in love)

Soon after my heartbreak, we started talking allot more you were always so good to me helping me though it everyday and slowly the pain started to ease. It wasnt until i was at my nans in Phillip island with my sister that i relised i was falling in love with you, at the same time you where starting to fall for me.  you where also on a little few day get away with mates. 

Then one of those nights in Phillip island laying in bed texting you i sent you that cute text that you wernt expecting saying (kisses you softly) 

Ill never forget how shocked you where seeing that text.

i wish i could have seen the look on your face as you talked to you best mate Brenton about what you should text back. Thats when he was like she really likes you man go for it. Eventually you sent kisses back had me worried there for a bit :)

Not long after that though a phone chat you got the courage to ask me if i wanted to hang out sometime you wanted to meet me you asked me on a date, and i couldn't help but say yes :)

       

(The day we meet)

The best day of our lives i remember it like it was yesterday even though its been a year and a half already. 

We meet in broadmeadows, where i spent most of my school days, you had never been to broadmeadows before but you liked the area.

I ended up being very late because the train time tables where fucked up that day, and i ended up seeing you over an hour later. 

I was worried you would think i stood you up or that you wouldn't wait that long, even though i did text you and let you know what was happening.

It was a shocking day at the start raining down like anything but later on in the day its like the day brightened up for us and it was very sunny, amazingly something worked out for us for once. 

We were both so nervous when i stepped out that train, you remember my shy hi... as i walked up to you, the awkward nervous hug we both didn't think it was gonna be a great first date because we were both nervous wreaks.

I feel bad because i didn't think you where the best looking guy when we meet but i feel for you not your looks. Strangely your looks have grown on me and i think your pretty good looking now, strange how that worked. 

We got lunch well you brought me mine like a gentlemen, and i remember saying thanks babe, you where shocked i called you babe so fast, i don't think you where usto girls liking you so quickly. 

We then went and saw the first movie we ever saw together underworld the awakening. We had our first kiss in the movie i remember not being shy at all since i had had been kissed before and quickly was getting usto you my nerves just vanished i think. I leaned in and i remember you told me you where s**t scared but went in for it anyway, i kissed you and it was amazing after that we kept kissing heaps. I remember when we left the movies i asked you how where your first kisses? You where like great. I was like see nothing to worrie about.

Then we really didn't wanna leave each other so standing outside maccas we talked about you coming to my house already. 

We caught the train back to your Aunties where you left your car i meet your auntie, Nana and pop. I remember till this day your mums upset i meet your aunty before her.

I trusted you so much i hoped straight into your car and tryed to help you with directions but took you the wrong way my bad :)

Anyway i had already called my mum let her no i was coming back with you my family was fine with it. 

We arrived at my house and you meet my mum, dad, sister and brother you seemed to fit in quite well. You stayed for quite awhile then went home that night. 

I was sad to see you leave we had such an amazing day, Ill never forget our first date :)

(Our life together now)

We have been stressing out allot and we seem to fight allot i miss the old days when 

we where happy together.

Your temper is bad and its getting in the way of our relationship and im to emotional 

and that's getting hard for you to handle.

We still don't work and the distance is hard and us having no money is a pain.

My fear of working and growing up is getting to you im very sorry for that. 

I know if we both try we can start having good times again and both be happy together. 

I want us to be the reason for each others smiles. I know if we try we can be happy together again im not willing to give up on us, we can pass any obstacle thrown at us i know we can.

I still believe in us and in time when things get better i look forward to a bright happy future with you.

When things get to us and we are upset at each other we should remember this day. 

We have our issues lately things have been real bad but i know they can get better if we try. 

I love you so much and i know you love me to.

This is our story :)

Author's Note

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Reviews

[larryb]

Very good heartfelt write...it flows nicely and reads well..you seem like a sweet person and i wish you a happy life....happy holidays to you and yours :)

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Thanks im so glad you liked it.
I try haha.
Thank you u to :)

[Vidya Bacchus]

You both seem to be really in love.You have to work at it every day it is'nt easy but your story shows you both are really trying.Hope you keep it up.Great story

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

thanks for your feedback :) and for taking the time to review this story :)
Will defiantly will keep trying wont give up on each other :)

[Vidya Bacchus]

good you both do that

[Lydia Shutter]

A sweetly romantic love story. It's always interesting to find out what brings two people together and then keeps them interested. Well written. Lydi**

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

thanks Lydi :)

[NA]

So sweet...I met my bf online and we went through similar things, he has a bit of a temper but works on it constantly. So I can relate.Love this hun :) x

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

sounds like you can defiantly relate which is great. Marks really working on hes temper latly as well so it makes me happy to see him trying.
thanks hun

[Janani Sree Ganesh]

I love it sooooooo much! you both are so cute together :)

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

thanks so much for the award and your review :)
Im so glad you took the time to read and review it :) thanks again your kind words. They touched my heart, your a sweetheart all the best hun :)

[mark]

awwwwww you're sooo sweet babe...u brought tears to my eyes.
The way u said it all is just very emotional in a happy way :) I love it so much. I really like reading over things like that.
falling for you made me the happiest person on the planet, i couldn't believe how much u liked me i wasn't used to having a sweet girl like you having so much feelings for me. it made me feel very special :)
That first date was the best day ever wasn't it? :)
I'm happy u remember it like yesterday, it makes me realize how much of a great day you had. I just wish that was your first date ever. It would have been so much more special if we both shared our first ever date together :)
i will never forget that day either even if i wanted to, but i never will want to forget it anyway.
And our fights, we will try our hardest to do that and we have been the last few days, i'm actually starting to be happy again and it sounds like you are too.
I can never imagine a life without you babe, i love you too much.
Through all my temper and stress i can never stop loving an amazing girl like you.
I'm sorry for everything i really am.
I love you so much
xxxooo

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Awww i didn't mean to make you all teary.
Im glad you loved it babe i told it exactly as it happened :)
Im so glad i wish i still made you happy doesnt seem like i do sometimes :( You are special :)
It sure was amazing :)
Yer it wasnt my first kiss either but it didn't make it any less special for me :)
I am you have been better the last few days whcih makes me happy :)
I cant imagine my life without you either you mean so much to me :) i love you so much :)
Its ok hun I love you so much more mwa xxxooo

[mark]

you do make me happy :) i'm just too stressed out and i don't mean to take it out on you i'm sorry.
yeah it was cute the way u did it hehe :)
it was.
yeah it was still very special :)
good all i want to do is make you happy :)
awwww likewise babe
:( i feel so bad...
i love you way more xxxooo

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

i hope so i want to make you happy :)
hehe i try :)
same here :)
dont stop feeling bad.
bullshit not possible

[mark]

ok i will try to stop :)
i cant help it babe but ill try be more happy.
ok if you say so :P its not bullshit

[annabellee]

thank you for sharing this and letting us know how everything started between you two.
I enjoyed reading it :)

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

its unfished anna but im glad you like what i have so far :) thanks so much for your review

[annabellee]

you're most welcome :)

[mark]

this is great babe i love it cant wait to read more of it :) i just read it again now and i couldn't help but smile the whole way through. your so sweet you write a story bout us hehe :) i love you xxxooo