These thoughts in my mind

Bounce back and forth.

One minute I am happy,

The next, I question my worth.

I see so many people

Walk up to you and smile.

I am invisible -

I have been for quite a while.

I know I'm a good person-

Special in my own way,

But, when I am near you,

I seem to fade to grey.

No one would care

If I simply disappeared.

One day, it could happen,

Exactly as I feared.