The "Mirage" Lady

written in tears... after i felt a great relief ^_^

With the first sunshine
pressed like a vampire
pushed away his hand
surrounding my breast
looked to his face
put a kiss on his forehead
said " good bye"
He asked why i looked sad
We will meet again
We have the entire life
"Isn't it?"
He doesn't know
It is just for one night
I am like life
I come once and never come again
My name is loyalty
But i'm a disloyalty
don't want to keep persons
don't want to keep promises
I want to "delete"
forget and just go
I don't want to love, to hope, to wait
I don't want to suffer anymore
I want to go far
where i won't meet you

You are every where i know
in their faces in their eyes
in their beds in their arms
but i'm burning our memories
I'm pressing "delete" to each single souvenir
I'm pressing "delete" to you

You look surprised, i changed
You feel pity, i am miserable

You didn't mean it
but you left me
You never forgot me
but you let me
You looked for other hands
You caressed other hairs
kissed other lips
slept in other arms
whispered sweet words...my words
shared our songs
You never stayed alone
but i did...

To be honest
me too
I comptemplated other ways
took other trains
travelled in other boats
but they were all your victims
I made my revenge on all of them
I was the unreachable dream for one night
the unforgettable flame for one night
 the unfound cindrella each night
The "mirage lady"
I broke hearts
destroyed souls

but you know
With each victim
I know that forever
I am yours
I am just making suicide...

Author's Note

i qualified it as a monologue, do you think it is ?
thank you for reading

Reviews

[Omar Fendri]

I'd qualified it as a sweet mesmerised dulcet blast of perfection. The first stanza has a very vivid expressions that blows the mind literally, and the two last stanzas are mind-boggling. The purpose, the idea and the image are utterly clear.
beautifully written
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My name is loyalty
But i'm a disloyalty
_ I LIKE THIS