Toxic Love (A Story about a friend's trials)

Toxic Love

The origin started as what I call beautiful.
That unforgettable smile,
Bronze tan that could light up my world,
And a comical character that is somehow humorously entertaining to me.

As every typical couple, it starts out with infatuation.
The bond we have is unstoppable.
The connection is infrangible.
Conversation is pleasurable & exceptional.
This must be an everlasting devotion of love.

As time progressed throughout the years,
Minimal conversation became a disagreement.
Verbal signs of distress started emerging.
Violent clash of words is an occurrence.
Reaction turns into deflection.
The outcome is retrogression.
And I proceeded living with my bare feet on a shattered glass.
Could this be an inception of injurious relationship??

Advancement resulted in erroneous, deficient and demented lifestyle.
Then ultimately verbal became physical.
Both became very impassioned.
The corrupt of feeling hurt has made me feel unguarded.
Thunder of lightning is the pain that is coursing through my veins.
My soul has been electrified a million times.


Destiny whispered to me once,
"Me and him against the world."
But the fate we have is starting to degenerate.
He is my everything yet I am ending up with nothing.
Finally, my options has illuminated my decision.
Either stay & remain in the horrendous frozen life of glacial arctic environment
While I shiver in fear against the stinging cloak.
Or leave and become independent.
After all, despite of a transient feeling of torment.
The truth will utterly set me free.

Crazy thoughts, racing mind, separate me from this endless alternate reality of mine.
I have been drunk of the toxicity of this alliance.
The venom in this drink is too malignant to finish.
I can't stop drinking yet I must essentially discontinue.
Set me free or this collision will forever turn into
Toxic love.