love but not as you know it

i rant about love. also while the genre is set as romance that's more because i couldn't really find a suitable genre than this being romantic

love ... i hate that word it has become meaningless

its thrown around to much

and now people say it carelessly

they say they love the muffin they hold

that isn't love

love is when you feel so much for someone

that you would rather your own heart stop beating 

than for them to disapear forever  

it means you care for them more than you care for yourself

that is love

it is the most beautiful  and the most ugly thing i know

the most painful and the most euphoric

the most amazing and the most terrible

and defining it is far beyond my abilities

perhaps love is different for everyone

but this is my version of love