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I sometimes need to escape my mind
but I can't.
I can't believe what has happened.
LOOK AT ME!
So much running out of time

yet i always have been...
so its really nothing new
I must over come it
but I can't.
i have failed the life ive seen

And now i fear I will not win
this battle.
I must stay strong
but i can't.
I see the frontline almost out-of-body
and this self i've created through sin

The leaving and staying and backward progression
is driving me way off the cliff.
I need to hold on to someone
but I can't.



I need to be free of myself,
to reboot, replant.
I want too much for this one life.

No one seems to understand that
I want to be who I really am,
but i can't.