Drunken nights

I can see it in your eyes, you're angry.
You wanted to have with him, what we had but there's nobody out there like me.
There's not anyone out here who can give you the love that you seek.
I helped mold you into the beautiful person you are but you've lost sight of your heart.
You can keep trying to hide it but I know that you're hurting.
Just like i'm hurting.
You keep trying to replace it but truth is, you should've kept it.
Kept the love we had & let it continue to burn.
But instead, you thought the fire from another could bring flame to my wick.
But you've already had your pick.
And I can't lie, sometimes, it makes me sick.
Thinking about having to settle for less than the one.
I know you think about it as well & when you do, it splits you in two.
I have my days when I miss you.
I think it's the liquor talking but as long as i'm telling truths, I might as well say that for the record, I never cheated.
But you believed in everyone & everything over me so I let it be.
I tried to give you space & fall back.
Cause I thought that was what you needed.
But falling back lead you to fall into another mans bed.
And you tried to deny it but it wasn't made up in my head.
You did what you was accusing me of.
You abused our love.
And now you want it back, you want me back.
Because everything I said I would have, I have & you're stuck reliving your past.
I can't give myself a pass.
I did some dumb stuff, I had my fair share of problems but I always found love to be the answer.
But you didn't.
And that's where we differ.
You're with him but you still think of me.
I guess some things will never change.
I pray that you find your way.
I pray for your happiness & I really hope you find it.
I really do.
I really want what's best for you.
But in the same breath, I also want you to never forget.
Never forget, your regret, of letting go of what was in our eyes, perfect...