This Is Twice Now.

You stand there, arms open wide, waiting like a saint.

I stand at this distance like a coward.

Horrid am I! Disgraceful, disappointed to you.

I hurt the One I love yet again...

This needs to stop...

I am wearing into your bones effortlessly,

Your eyes burning into my memory.

There is a knife inside my chest,

But my hands are on the inside,

Pushing you out, such a waste of your time.

Buckle and bend, I have fucked up yet again.

Author's Note

06.09.2014