The Suicide Note

The Suicide Note

A Poem by Matthew Kult
"

Bye Mom

"

I write this for you

looking out the window watching the rain

cause mom, you always knew it true

trying to forget all the pain

I can't live with it anymore

Noticing a squirrel in my tree

He treats me like a dirty w***e.

wishing to be that free.

I just want you to know

waiting too long for it to never end

that you will have to let go

hoping my soul will mend

I will never be free.....

Praying for anyone to rescue me

He promised to always find me.

knowing my end begins with this tree.

I figured out How.

Accepting my fate....

Mom, it has to be now.

Refusing to live with his hate.

 

I love you, mom.  Please forgive me.

 

Love Always,

 

Samantha


© 2017 Matthew Kult



Author's Note

Matthew Kult
Dancing at the end of a short rope next to a tall tree........

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As it happens, I was coming over to read you. I am enamored of this poem - though for reasons I need not go into. Sad, yes of course, and yet to me, just blank, heartless, full of heart - all those clashing moods, so hard to define -
Thank you Matthew.
-x-

Posted 1 Week Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Matthew Kult

1 Week Ago

Thank you for taking the time

Matthew
Rosalind Gale

1 Week Ago

You are so welcome -
-x-



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As it happens, I was coming over to read you. I am enamored of this poem - though for reasons I need not go into. Sad, yes of course, and yet to me, just blank, heartless, full of heart - all those clashing moods, so hard to define -
Thank you Matthew.
-x-

Posted 1 Week Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Matthew Kult

1 Week Ago

Thank you for taking the time

Matthew
Rosalind Gale

1 Week Ago

You are so welcome -
-x-
Oh wow... Deeply touching. I'm getting chills because you write so well!

Posted 2 Weeks Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Matthew Kult

2 Weeks Ago

Well thank you for the compliment. More importantly thank you for taking the time.

M.. read more
A very troubled spirit, I read in these lines. I pray there is light at the other side. A very moving poem.

Posted 1 Month Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Matthew Kult

1 Month Ago

Thank you very much

Matthew
I love this. I'm pretty sure, if i'm reading it right, there are two letters here, and the second one is slightly hidden. I really like the way you wrote this, great imagery and i can feel what the writer of the note was feeling.. great poem :)

Posted 6 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

This is good, and would have controlled my emotions except for these two lines:
"Noticing a squirrel in my tree
He treats me like a dirty w***e."
cuz then for a moment I thought it was funny cuz it sounded like the squirrel treats samantha like a dirty w***e...
maybe I'm the only one who noticed that... but if I'm not you might wanna seriously re think pairing those lines together. Otherwise you would have held and controlled my emotion with this poem, and I would have liked it more.

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

its great... i love it a lot and this really speaks to my soul... and helps me remember that my friend is in a better place now and had a good reason for going... like i said before... a wonderful write and i love it alot.

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Everytime I read you I am just speechless. You truly are a shock poet- and I a shock poet follower appearantly because I just keep coming back... knowing it's going to get me every time! Again- you leave me in awe of you and your talent my friend. How I love Matthew Kult.

Love, M'Lady

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Another good one.

Sarah..

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Again I review, I remember this write. I read it awhile back and it touched me even then. It has a great flow about it, even with the two conversations. Wonderful.

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Another that cuts right to the soul, leaving its mark. Such a sad write, but you write it so well.

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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Matthew Kult

St. Louis, MO



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