Come what may, pain

What I am going through.

My heart is so clenched, all because of people squeezing it too hard. Wanting more and more of me and when I cannot give I explode into angry fits while hurting this body. I have gotten acquainted with this pain so I just let it live in me again and again. So this is how I feel alive, pain. Forget love when there is pain, forget sane when you're insane. I have given up, just come what may, push and pull, squeeze and cut my heart away.