Judgmental

this really happend

My feelings were mixed.

all jumbled inside,

they want to be free,

but  I set them aside.

I am confused,

my world is now crashing,

I feel like everyone will always be asking

what will you do?

Where will you go?

What will he say when you tell him the news?

I think it will put an end to our electrical fuse.

I don't want to know,

I don't want to see,

the hurt in his eyes 

that there will always be.

I know he likes me 

but do I to him?

If I keep going will this be a sin?

My feelings were mixed,

were jumbled inside,

they needed to be free

so I let them astride.

I was confused,

my world is now dented,

but I know deep inside

 I really meant it,

People are asking

What did you do?

Where did you go?

What did he say when you told him the news?

I will now know,

I will now see,

the hurt in his eyes

that there will always be.

I know he liked me

but did I to him?

I won't keep going,

This  isn't a sin.

My feelings were mixed

Were jumbled inside

they needed to be free

so I let them astride.

Author's Note

this really happened so please don't judge. but please leave comments