daydreaming

Daydreaming
The day I walk the bittersweet endless road to glory
Becoming my nature,my will
My beutifull blue flamed soul swallowing me whole
The night becoming day,day to night
Combining into blissful walk of desires
I glow from this deep drowning, pulling me under
A shallow pool I lay in,yet it stops my breath
Stillness I am
Not moving
Just stuck in the mud of my sorrows
My anger drying it around me
My resentful body kicking screaming,yet I do not move
The deceit clouding my judgment to move
My mouth empty,yet full of my words of hate upon you
My eyes burn through the water to the sky,seeing all you've done
My mind playing over and over,the lovely selfish lies you told me
Forever more,I shall let let go of the shackles
Rip them from my wrist of despair,lock them in the chest of dignity I have left and push it into the ocean of sei's
Pull myself from this torment of self destruction
Daydreaming I am...