Picture Perfect Pain

its about a girl i used to know, and a woman that i know now... or she isnt a woman.. shes dead... just read...

perfect chaos trapped in a photograph
A memory of what once was a past
But presently the lights are weak
And a half way future is looking bleak
The child holding more pain than it can bear
Little blonde girl with bows in her hair
So carefree so full of light
Safe in her surroundings and loving her life
Fast forward twenty years
Shaking in the shower mascara and tears
They mix and flow like shadows from hollow eyes
She’s shaking and sweating the silence her cry
Surgical steel her siren from hell
Digging deeper and deeper into the well
Waking in a strangers bed
Puke and tears and her wish to be dead
She walks the street in the still of the night
And wonders what became of her life
The whir of the cars as they approach
Another dark ride does encroach
Doing anything to feed the need
Riding the wave she takes no heed
Her arms crossed with purple spots
Thick blue veins and violet dots
Scars on her legs and scars on her hips
Sweet scarlet words flow free from her lips
Not truly alive but death is denied
Almost a store their demand is supplied
Anything for the right price
Even if just for the night
By day running from the room
Running so fast to her doom
Detoxing is such a pain
Sitting under freezing rain
The water spilling from the hose
What her name is she don’t know
Given time she could learn to grow
And with some help shake the addiction
Sadly though she lacks conviction
Besides she has learned to cope
With a little crack and a little coke
And a pill or two here or there
Seeing her down is fairly rare
Try seeing her shake and plead
Beg you to end her life and let her bleed
To take a gun and shoot her dead
Pop a cap off in her head
And let her find some peace
Pretty messed up to say the least
Well what it comes down to in the end
Is what would you do for your best friend……