¿HOW MANY TIMES I HATE U?

AT THE TIMES I NEEDED YOU THE MOST,YOU WERE BUSY MAKING MONEY,AT THE TIME CRIED A LOT ,YOU WERE BUSY IN MAKING YOUR LIFE BETTER.NO MATTER HOW I TRY TO HATE YOU,AT THE END I AM THE ONE WHO GETS HURT.I HATED EVERYDAY WHEN YOU FORGOT OF ME,I HATED EVERY SECOND WHEN YOU PRAISED EVERYONE EXCEPT FOR ME,I HATED EVERY MOMENT I HAD TO COMPROMISE,I DONT KNOW¿ HOW MANY TIMES I HATE YOU?