stupid girl.

stop waiting for him.

it’s crazy to me 

astounding, actually

how i can be so caught up

in the idea of you

in your aura 

in the look in your eyes

and you seem to feel

nothing.

your pull on me

is like the moon’s with the tide

i’m yours without trying

but you will never be mine.

am i crazy for hoping 

that maybe someday

you will be?

i try and i try and i try

to not be enchanted by your smile

but i cannot seem to win.

stupid girl.

stupid, stupid girl.