under Control

Destined to become
All that the stars have aligned in me
Let my stardust be not lost in time
But be known
Not in tragic haste, as heaven calling
Just far and reaching, designing my future
So rich these possibilities they are yet to be realized
For these sentiments and words have me undone yet without distress
I have waited, not wasted time
Feeling the tide about to turn
In quiet desperation
And moreover, push aside
All sad and silent thoughts
To beg straightaway such sweet saving grace
So yesterdays bittersweet's
Can melt into pure bliss
that moment to moment
day to new day
do not lose kisses
but add upon lust
To a love so real
Im completely transformed
So much have I sought after this
That the meditation in itself
is now an innate repetition in
my-heart heavy with desire
yet
beating under control
Souixsie 3/ 2014