Late night musings

I can't sleep, but mainly because I haven't tried.

I lay here and think of you, but mainly because you're not here.

You're on my mind day and night. I dreamt of you, of us, of things that cannot be.

I'm ashamed, I don't know why I'm being this way.

I can't focus unless I'm talking to you, my work suffers if we're not talking.

I love my life and hate it simultaneously.

I can't move forward yet can't stop steaming down the tracks.
Everything moves slower while at the same time moving fast.

Alas, we meet again and I look into your eyes and feel whole.
We embrace and it warms my soul.
You speak sweet words and I feel at peace, you fix your hair and my knees get weak.
You"
You...
You are beauty in rare form, you are more beauty than is norm.

I cannot sleep....I cannot sleep.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[~*~Peace Keeper~*~]

I like how you wrote this, it seems like it is about being torn between feelings, I'm not really sure though. It sounds very sweet at the end, no wonder this person cannot sleep.

Good Job