Never will i show...

 

This fear will ever remain....

Never will it go....

This broken heart will ever be the same...

Never will I show....

 

Life is creating a mess that’s a secret....

Never will this be disclosed...

 

This heart will always hold that pain....

No one will ever know...

 

My destiny may be the worst....

But never will I sob...

 

Life is worth living ...

And never will i forget the fake smile...

 

Because ....

My pain is special gift given by the one's i loved...

Never will it go...

And never will i show....!!

Author's Note

this one just came into my mind...at midnight when i was unable to sleep....
and this is by far the truth of my life...
but the fact is whatever life brings to us we have to except and that's what i exactly did in my journey....
if we are smiling in the worst times that doesn't mean we don't feel the pain...but that means we have learnt how to keep on moving with it...our smile cannot make us happy but it can cheer many other faces....
so maybe that is the reason for we have to always keep smiling...for our loved ones...:)

Reviews

[LonelySoul]

I have felt this way many times,so I write to let myself free from the shell I've created.

our own little hell,
a tiny little shell,
in which we reside,
sit and hide,
sit and dwell,
in our own little hell,
we think of the past,
or how long it will last,
or just sit for a spell,
in our own little shell,
our personal hell,
in which we dwell...

[John J. Smiley]

Sooooo! What's with the pain today? Look! Up in the sky. It's a bird! It's a plane! No, it's a ray of sunshine!!! Start with the best line in your poem "Life is worth living ..." Take the pain, disclose it, dispose it, put it in the trash, put the lid on it, sit on it don't let it out. Smile without the pain. Thanks.

[Nish Nish the Fish]

this was beautiful, but so sad :'(
i disagree though, i think you have a right to feel every emotion to the most honest extent.
your loved ones should respect you for your circumstances and help you, instead of rushing you to "get over it"...i know how that is.
you don't always have to accept what life throws at you, especially if you don't deserve it...you don't have to accept insults or put downs, or teasing..etc. you have your right to say that you wont let that get to you.
its unfortunate that your life is ruled by this "fake smile" but sometimes smiling hurts...
sorry for that little tid bit of life ethics...
your poem really was moving and inspiring to me, i could relate alot!
going on my favs :)

[deeps]

A very heartfelt write here. I can really feel your emotion.

[Poeticpiers]

A heart felt scribe presented in poetic prose. We al mask how we feel from the world in general but to find a confidante we can trust absolutely is the uktimate blessing