The beginning

directly from deep of my heart,when i was searching for a beginning.

The day when I inhaled pure air with my first breath,
The night when I was staring at the sky, awake all night,
At the time when the sun came on top and said 'you are still not awake',
Or that noon when I was thinking of you just near the lake.


When I spoke my first word “mummy” for the first time,
When I held his finger and walked on the slippery floor,
That morning that I went to school without any force,
Or the cold evening when I worked by my own.


When I said to him a single and only a bit of a lie,
And he beat me hard which made me cry,
When I started to use only my mind,
And used that to take all decisions by my own.


The days when I was feeling dead,
And those nights spent on my single bed,
The time when happiness came to hug me tight,
And the sour tears gave the taste as if they were sweetest.


When I got the divine punishment of my life,
I saw my happiness one last time in front of my sight,
When I was letting you go forever for the first time,
With boiling blood, a frozen heart and flooded tears in my tiny eyes.


When I was keeping shut, my lips in anger,
All my close friends had left me alone,
I left myself to feel a stranger,
wanted them to feel, i was a throwing stone.


The air is burning, all around me, no matter where i go,
When I was standing alone like a stone itself,
And I felt I can’t stay any longer, nowhere in the world,
Because I found a new and happy world in myself.


When the cold wind came from the nearest graveyard in the rain,
That showed me, you are everywhere,
and smelled to me like you are still in the soil,
I got everything when you came back to support me again,
I searched, and I am the new universe in myself.

Author's Note

i don't know why i wrote it,,,
but you all Be honest when you read :)

Reviews

[ScarlettTheDreamer]

I can see a lot of improvement in this. This speaks your heart. So it is beautiful in its own way. And the universal truth: happiness is within yourself. its said here in a simple yet ellaborate way. love it as always :)