My Bloody Nightmare

I'm crying, I'm screaming 
I can't stop the bleeding 
It's rushing down my arm,
as my hand extends to you. 

I've tried to stop before 
but I can't seem to quit, 
it's like this blade is addicted 
to both of my wrists. 

I can't stop the pain 
neither physical or emotional,
I'm calling out for help 
I don't know what else to do. 

Can anyone hear me calling? 
Can anyone hear my sobs? 
I can't stop from hurting myself 
it feels SO right, but it's wrong. 

I thought that I could handle 
my own self all alone, 
but it doesn't seem I have 
the ability to do anything right. 

Have I gone too far this time? 
Will I be forgiven? 
I am my own worst enemy  
someone quick please save me. 

I'm falling, slipping onto the cold 
hard floor while the blood pours 
out of my veins, I suppose this is 
what I deserve for being clinically

insane. 

Tear drops fall from my face, 
as I look in the shattered mirror 
piece, thinking to myself I'm such 
a failure, a horrible mess...maybe 
ending my life is for the best. 

And then...I woke up.