Chaotica : Writing

2 - Almost Two Years Ago

2 - Almost Two Years Ago

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(2) Almost two years ago, December 20th 2005, I was wrapping Christmas presents, alone in my living room. Almost two years ago, out of cur..
3 - I Got My Tragus Pierced

3 - I Got My Tragus Pierced

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(3) I got my tragus pierced. You know that thick piece of cartilage, near the hole in your ear? It hurts. A lot. I got it four days a..
4 - My boyfriend's name is Jamie

4 - My boyfriend\'s name is Jamie

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(4) My boyfriend's name is Jamie. We argue. A lot. Let’s sneak peak our current conversation: Jamie: Why then would you pick me..
5 - 15 Minutes Late

5 - 15 Minutes Late

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(5) 15 minutes late. Even though I’m pissed, the bus in the morning is warm. I forgive its lateness. I can’t feel my toes. ..
6 - I Give It To Her Anyway

6 - I Give It To Her Anyway

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(6) I give it to her anyway. I smile. I say “Happy Birthday!” She says “Oh. It’s cute...” I hand it to her ..
7 - Dentist

7 - Dentist

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(7) Dentist. I open wider and wider. My muscles are already aching. I have a could-become cavity. They’re going to fill it anyway..
8 - Dark, Crimson Relief

8 - Dark, Crimson Relief

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(8) Deep, crimson, relief... Breathe. Oh, addiction, I’m so sorry. Sorry I tried to be rid of you. Sorry I tried to hide you. Br..
9 - Sweet Voice In My Ear

9 - Sweet Voice In My Ear

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(9) Sweet voice in my ear... Jack’s voice was calming me. I was shaking in anger. I get home and I empty the dishwasher. I clean ..
10 - 20 More Minutes

10 - 20 More Minutes

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(10) 20 more minutes. I change my alarm then roll over. I don’t care that I’ll have no time. I need more sleep. There&rsquo..
11- School

11- School

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(11) School. The day has officially started. I slip through slush over to Kristen at the end of the parking lot. She doesn’t say any..