I Am Svetlana : Writing

No Understanding

No Understanding

A Poem by I Am Svetlana


I don't understand me. I don't understand myself. Where do I go from here? What's the next step I should take? I haven't a clue I was hoping you ..
Re-Shade Your Colors

Re-Shade Your Colors

A Poem by I Am Svetlana


I want to feel Wanted. Loved. A simple hug would help. But you just stand there Silent as can be. You have given up on me And are now watching..
This Was the Day

This Was the Day

A Poem by I Am Svetlana


This was the day I fell apart. This was the day I faded away. The day I felt worthless Empty. This was the day No one understood me. This was ..
Anger and Hate

Anger and Hate

A Poem by I Am Svetlana


I am so angry I wanna kill. I wanna hurt you. Scratch you. Burn you. Inflict pain on you However I damn well can. I hate you so much. You ..
Don't Love Me

Don't Love Me

A Poem by I Am Svetlana


I thought you died In that horrendous fire. But you were resurrected And saved my life. You shouldn't have saved me And now I hate you. Please d..
From Myself

From Myself

A Poem by I Am Svetlana


Dear God, Please come save me From myself. I am not right In this place. I do not belong here So I am willing To take myself from this pla..
Anorexia

Anorexia

A Poem by I Am Svetlana


Anorexia I can feel you Eating me alive. I eat But not enough. People tell me "Eat more" Or "Gain weight" I tell them "it's not that simpl..
Dearest Mother

Dearest Mother

A Poem by I Am Svetlana


Another song
They Will Believe

They Will Believe

A Poem by I Am Svetlana


A song inspired from a line in a recent poem "Let me heal you crippled wings, so one day you can fly high and sing to the clouds"
This Is What I Wanted

This Is What I Wanted

A Poem by I Am Svetlana


You say you hate me Well guess what? Baby That's what I wanted. I hear you Slam the door as you leave. Yes This is exactly what I wanted. For ..