Saturn's Lover : Writing

a loss of life

a loss of life

A Poem by Saturn's Lover


oh god someone please help her nowall f*****g hell as come lose on her nowshe's not shy of the bloodbut when it's all over the toiletthe floor and the..
But i have to turn out the light

But i have to turn out the light

A Poem by Saturn's Lover


Been dreaming about him lately. Every night. Sad only to awaken to thechillnight. Cold air against my shivering body, quivering for his warmth. Dreami..
Quiver

Quiver

A Poem by Saturn's Lover


It takes a not to call you by another name as you're swaying and pulsing with me. I look at your face and i try to remember, then let out a longmoanfu..
You Used To Chew Your Fingernails

You Used To Chew Your Fingernails

A Story by Saturn's Lover


This is recovery...
Home

Home

A Poem by Saturn's Lover


surrenderyou'll never be able to say goodbyehas it really been so longsince you've beenhomewould you take mehomenowpleasebut there is nohomenownothing..
lovely red paint

lovely red paint

A Story by Saturn's Lover


Not a story for the faint of heart or weak stomached. True story about self mutilation.
Inconceivable

Inconceivable

A Story by Saturn's Lover


It's sometimes stillinconceivableto me that this little one is here. That she is mine. And completelydependenton me. When i sleep, not quite lucid in ..
when i am down

when i am down

A Poem by Saturn's Lover


youpickmeup wheniam downwhenifeel lostthrown upon the groundemotions tatteredi'mfaced with the shredsofmysanity leftasicollapseon the bedthenihearyour..
throwing my arms around yesterday

throwing my arms around yesterday

A Poem by Saturn's Lover


For Cristina, R.I.P.
Moronic game

Moronic game

A Poem by Saturn's Lover


If he fell off the face of the earth, i wouldn't mind...