A Stream Of Consciousness Forum my stream

I eat alot. I shove food and words down my throat to much. I shove ideas down there too. Cyrus. cyrus cyrus. he's always on my mind. always. I think about him in little pieces to make it last longer. I count in my head. always. one two three. Who is god, that was random. I wish I remember my dreams more, my dream last night was wierd. I question the world too, to much. I analize with my steps. I can;t spell analize. I'm really afraid of commitment. I'm only 14, I'm still young. But cyrus, I love him a lot. And I want this to ast forever, but I can;t comprehend a life where something in it lasts forever. I can't be with him forever, and that scares me. its 11 46. I chck the time constantly. I question if I'm crazy, the answer is always a shaky no. I'm obbcessed with stuff. its embrassing. I watched a movie last night....it was good.

Thank you Leah,

That was an excellent stream.  Usually and I think you will find this

to be true, the mind starts to organize your thoghts.   The more you

write the more organized your thoughts become and before you are

really aware, you are spinning out a breath taking story.

It will probably be so interesting that you will read and re-read it,

wondering where this wonderful story came from.

Good luck !   Keep writing.

----  Eagle Cruagh

I loved it .. i always used to write like this until i came here and was not sure if it was acceptable.. enjoyed your mind..

Chloe
xoxo

I enjoyed your stream .. and got to know you better by reading it .
Chloe
xoxo