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Remebering the PAST

9 Years Ago

I keep telling myself I'm better
But I see the same people
I see the repeating situations
I feel the loneliness

I sat crying at a nightmare
I hadn't dreamt
I felt the same emptiness

I always say I'll be stronger
But am I growing weaker?
For the longest time
I was scared of going back

No my apathetic self
Barely trodds along through
The hallways full of those
Those misunderstanding people

The looks he gives me sometimes. . .
I don't want that
Yes I want your acceptance
But please don't let me
Fall for you

The pointlessness of everything
The fear of the ever changing world

I'm still that same little girl scared
Of this world around me
But this time

I'm more alone than ever