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Feelings11 Years AgoThis isn't something really important. I just hate my feelings right now. It's just I have a logic to make things in my world (more so my head) work.
He hates me. That was my logic. For the longest time I hated this logic because it meant the only way for me to really have a guy friend was for him to hate me. I cried to myself about this logic. But now it's different. It scares me. Sometimes the looks. He teases me and that continues the logic I find comfort in. I don't want him to start to think of me more than a friend and at the same time. . . I do. I'm so conflicting. |
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Re: Feelings10 Years AgoI understand your whole logic thing, its a way to keep things organized and simple but I think an underlying question here is why do you not want these feelings? Why don't you want him to think of you as more than a friend?
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