Hobi : Writing

august 2 hurt

august 2 hurt

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it hurts so bad. the stress is overwhelming and i can’t help but feel hopeless. i can’t help feeling broken. people treat me differently. ..
i abused someone. August 10, 2018

i abused someone. August 10, 2018

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it hurts. every day i think back to when i forced you to do something to me. i didn’t know what it meant. but i still tricked you. i told you to..
if i could scream i would 8/30

if i could scream i would 8/30

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it hurts to try. i’m barley trying anymore. i’m barlet surviving. i hate having a mentally disabled mother. she’s manipulative and s..
what’s it like to feel truly happy

what’s it like to feel truly happy

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my feelings about opening up have been permanently damaged. i always see it as pityseeking because i’ve grown up with so much pityseeking from m..
is it impossible for me to be loved sep. 28

is it impossible for me to be loved sep. 28

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i spent so much time caring for myself i forgot how good it felt to be loved. it’s not specifically the feeling of being loved physically right ..
october 19

october 19

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i’m wracked with guilt. everything i do has 1,000 consequences. today i stood up for myself. i feel like s**t. in the long run i’m glad i ..
dec 22

dec 22

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make this be a reminder for everytime you expect your mother to do anything you expect her to do. you know her priorities. you know you’re not o..
dec 29

dec 29

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today i snapped at my mom. if you know me you know i hardly EVER snap at my mom. last night i tried to contact her about how i have work in the mornin..
im disgusting

im disgusting

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today was bad for me. no matter how hard i try or ruminate about it i never seem to get over the guilt. i was horrible. i was neglected and i didnt kn..
4/2/2019

4/2/2019

A Chapter by Hobi


I can't help but feeling this way. I know it's not my fault, I know it's hard to stay consistent with friends. It just makes me sad that I'm not a pri..