messytessa : Writing

I do not like what I am becoming

I do not like what I am becoming

A Poem by messytessa


I do not like whatI ambecomingof the fog of the fieldsI lie in secretswaiting to be toldgathering dustNoI do not like what I amSo bitter heartedAlways..
Seven

Seven

A Poem by messytessa


I was seven years oldI was weakI was sickWhat gentle, clear, and strange wordsThey use to beBut they made my thoughts raceMy mind spin with bright sha..
Meghan

Meghan

A Poem by messytessa


i remember when we first started to hang outyou seemed much to cool for melike you had it allyou knew a million peopleyou were loud, out goingand I wa..
Sisters

Sisters

A Poem by messytessa


I think a lot about the pastI miss how easy things wereeven though I thought they were hardI wasn't alone as muchThis stupid old house was always full..
twisted vines

twisted vines

A Poem by messytessa


you're burning like acidflowing through my veinsim twisted, entangleda messfor your handsyou seep through my skinwith a look of the eyecan i trace you..
Mountains

Mountains

A Poem by messytessa


I don't know why I count the months but I doGod it hurts so much sometimesJust rememberingI wish that now I was betterI didn't have to carry all that ..
Skeleton

Skeleton

A Poem by messytessa


Carve me inside outInto despairWith your eyes and your mirrorsTo the skeleton.Take awayAll the worthless layersThat haunt my thoughtsLike broken recor..
Love

Love

A Poem by messytessa


It was not love at first sightWhen my ears first heardYour nameNoMy heart did not knowHow much it would burn and beatFor you. I really can't understan..
Autumn

Autumn

A Poem by messytessa


Autumn comes,I breathe it out in white puffs,Like the leaves fall to the ground,My hair falls outAnd sticks to the shower floor,It leaves me wondering..
Pain

Pain

A Poem by messytessa


I have been through helland back againand yet I find myselfstill choosing hellover this.