octane143 : Writing

Obsessed

Obsessed

A Poem by octane143


Muscles shaking Body aching Heart’s breaking Sobrieties quaking. Instant relief Quivering leaf Addictive belief Underwater reef ..
Answer

Answer

A Poem by octane143


unfinished...wrote on a scrap of paper while I was sweating in my car outside the liquor store. Thankfully I got it out of my head just in time
Defenses

Defenses

A Poem by octane143


it's my pathetic attempt at a survival technique
My own Hell

My own Hell

A Poem by octane143


maybe I shoulda called it stuck in my head-its a dangerous place for me to be. Whatever you do...don't go in there...
Obsession

Obsession

A Poem by octane143


The voices are madness Will I ever be free? Depression and sadness Death or lobotomy? My muscles spasms Mind is reeling Bottomless chasm..
Emotional Vagabond

Emotional Vagabond

A Poem by octane143


I was homeless emotionally, physically, spiritually and mentally
Full of self

Full of self

A Poem by octane143


You’re not on the sidelines Or up on a shelf It’s the fact I can’t love When I’m all wrapped up in self. I..
Recovery-ing

Recovery-ing

A Poem by octane143


The begining of my journey in AA
Depression

Depression

A Poem by octane143


There's a reason I used my photo here...this was me, and sometimes still is.
The successful and exhausting pursuit of Mr. Wrong

The successful and exhausting pursuit of Mr. Wrong

A Story by octane143


my take on the Complete Idiot's Guide on who Not to Date