M. Keala Milles, Jr. : Writing

I Kill Myself:  A Memoir/A Journal

I Kill Myself: A Memoir/A Journal

A Book by M. Keala Milles, Jr.


A journey through emotional instability and the maturation of identity.
Chapter 1:  A Growing Trend

Chapter 1: A Growing Trend

A Chapter by M. Keala Milles, Jr.


A bit of back story before getting down to the details. Dealing with "depression" through high school; the first experimentation; the journey of self..
Chapter 2:  The New Me

Chapter 2: The New Me

A Chapter by M. Keala Milles, Jr.


Adolescent identity crisis...becoming what we perceive please what we believe.
Chapter 3:  If You Can't Beat 'Em, Join 'Em

Chapter 3: If You Can\'t Beat \'Em, Join \'Em

A Chapter by M. Keala Milles, Jr.


The birth of apathy leads to a life of indifference...it's ironic to care so much about the uncaring of others.
Chapter 4:  Breaking the Seal

Chapter 4: Breaking the Seal

A Chapter by M. Keala Milles, Jr.


Descending down the path of least resistance typically leads to a self of least reliance.
Chapter 5:  Passing the Point of No Return

Chapter 5: Passing the Point of No Return

A Chapter by M. Keala Milles, Jr.


It's hard to derail a freight train to despair, especially if you are the engineer. (pun intended)
Chapter 6:  Three In Nine

Chapter 6: Three In Nine

A Chapter by M. Keala Milles, Jr.


Codependence does not solve one's loneliness.
Chapter 7:  The Perfect Drug

Chapter 7: The Perfect Drug

A Chapter by M. Keala Milles, Jr.


If the world is addicted, and I am indeed alive in it, than the question is not "will I become an addict," but rather "to what will I dedicate my obse..
Chapter 8:  The Ghost in the Machine

Chapter 8: The Ghost in the Machine

A Chapter by M. Keala Milles, Jr.


Art imitating life--imitating Deus ex Machina
Chapter 9:  Crashing

Chapter 9: Crashing

A Chapter by M. Keala Milles, Jr.


Coming down from codependency, it's a painful reality.