F*&%

Just a passing thought that I'd like to imagine everyone has felt this way at least once

If I ever feel better I'll leave this place.

I've watched the years go by from this room.

Friends turned to couples, family turned to dust yet I simply exist.

"Don't go" they've said but offer no alternatives.

You've been here all your life.

But here is nowhere and there is all I've ever wanted to be.

I wont let another year go by haunted by "what ifs".

If I ever feel better...

Author's Note

Meh, I don't write professionally.I only write what I think. If I am missing a comma or anything of the sort I'll live. Thank you.
If you caught what I'm trying to say feel free to comment