To Become Better

Just a little something I came up with while taking a break from some work.

All I want to do is become better

I feel like a failure

This isn't even a real poem

What kind of open doesn't rhyme?

I don't know what I'm doing with my life

I don't know where I'm going

I'm hopelessly lost

In this constantly moving world

But I know one thing

It may break me

It may cause people to hate me

I want to become better

At everything

At walking

At talking

At thinking

At writing

At drawing

At running

I want this

I want to be the best

Because I'm not good enough

I'm not a good enough friend

Not a good enough daughter

Not a good enough sister

Not a good enough student

What do I have to do to be good enough?

Maybe it's my pride

Maybe it's my desire

I don't know

But one thing is for sure:

I will do anything

To rise above everyone