Sey

 

Nothing

Nothing has to happen

Not anymore

 

No disappointment

No failure

No thoughts at all

 

Nothing needed

Nothing but darkness

Nothing but breath

 

No pain

No loss

No feeling at all

 

No

 

Now the tears

Now they just appear

 

Now the tears

No help at all

 

Now the tears

No f*****g point

 

No matter how hard I cry

No matter how hard I fight

No matter how much I want

No matter how much I feel

No matter my need

 

Nothing I say

Nothing I do

Nothing I give

Nothing I love

Nothing I hate

 

Nothing

Nothing

Nothing at all

 

Nothing ‘I’ ever erases them

Nothing ‘I’ ever erases the world

Nothing ‘I’ will erase the negative

 

No I’m just a cover

No more than a distraction

No I’m not useless

 

No

 

Not useless

Not real either

Not enough

 

No

 

Nothing changes them

Nothing changes you

Nothing changes me either

 

No

No matter how hard I try

 

Now I know

Now I know you don’t

Now I don’t know

Now how do I show you?

 

No words, surely

No arguments, apparently

No, no I must show

No tell

 

No

 

No I don’t know how

 

Now I search without finding

Now I wait and see nothing

Now I barely contain myself

 

No

 

Now I must focus

Not on them but you

Not on them but the task

 

No

 

No one else matters anyway

No one else matters anyway

No one else matters at all

 

No

 

No I can see a pattern

Now I can see something

 

No

 

No I can’t see a thing

Now it’s just more mist again

 

Yes

Just the mist again

 

Yes

And here I sit

Here with my yes

Repeat once and again

 

Yes but there is no change

Yes I have my yes

But as I sey yes again

And again out of hope, yes

 

Yes I sey yes as I can but

Yes I’m only one person

And though yes I am honest

And though yes I am smart

 

Yes I am but one voice

In a sea of voices

I sey yes but am not heard

As a thousand scream around me…

 

No

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

Whatever...