Rock Bottom

Addiction.. Loss and total isolation, battling demons leaves scars..

Forgive me my dear
I have debt with you that i must pay
The truth must be told today
First, I would like to remind you my love
About our first kiss, Passionate with bliss
For it felt we placed time on hold
Hurts much so, truth to be told

Remember when we laughed and cried
No bothers and lies we did'nt have anything to hide
That time, Oh how i wish it did last
future uncertain,  approaching fast
I was selfish and cruel i know what i had done
Reality is...I traded love for fun
I promised and promised
that i would not turn to drugs
I know now that the love i have
is not for you but for the drug.

This is how it is... The path i chose
Set in its course let the wind blow
Hunger for the past
Will not ease your pain
For you my love.. please
let me go.. with my ball and chain
like the plauge of Old London time
Black and dirty scent of rotten flesh
You cant save me as a choice is not yet met
Its not your burden to have
Troubled times for me instead
I will receive salvation
Soul seeks decontamination
Then i will go forth with my love
And hope your love withstands
Time and truth it so demands
A love from you will serve one best
When i am clean and clear
and out of this big mess

Author's Note

Please.. any thoughts would be great