Company Was All I Needed

An Invisible Person is how I feel

Walking on a plane
Alone and so desolate
A different kind of feel
Energy is so inconvenient
The place is insane
I'd rather be here than today
The voices in my head keep me calm
They're saying it isn't wrong
Tried to reach out tried to connect
No one accepted always regret
I see no meaning in this life
I won't die but I sure as hell won't mind
Not even her can cure
My inner burning
Not even you can cure
My inner heartache
No one sees no one believes me
Then why the hell do I have these memories

All I needed was some company
To make me believe I wasn't losing my mind
I see the world for what it is
A simple portal gateway to our next lie

Did I make the right decisions
Did I make myself happy
Did I do what I plan to do
Did the plan fold just as how I wanted to
Did the world give me away
Am I just a ghost to the day
No one else sees who I am
Just a person with no friends
I never had that luxury
All the ones I meet fade away
I'm alone to myself
Me, no one else
I want to think
There's someone out there
Who won't care
Just like me
And we'll both bare

All I needed was some company
To make me believe I wasn't losing my mind
I see the world for what it is
A simple portal gateway to our next lie

All these masks I see
All these faces I meet
All the eyes I deem
They're all so untrustworthy
All the days that pass
All the love that lasts
All the hearts perceived
Always tend to leave!!