O' my life, my past, my present!

O' my life, my past, my present, i am fed up by you-
Longing for good post, waiting for maid's yes,
Reckoned to respect, even i don't wish to,
I am not good but always acts my face.

Clear me the meaning of this showy life-
Never to listen my heart,
Not to do my nice.
Clear your willingness to my part!

I never now will bother for my future,
Nor society,nor success will fix my departure,
Will live the day to the heart-content,
Will never repeat you my life, my past, my present!