As if.

As if the clouds would disperse for light,

I am trapped in this fog again. I am caught

in impossible desire, mock me maliciously.

As if your eyes could remain connected 

to mine, you look away upon embrace. 

So much pain inside, so much shame inside.

As if your lips could be any more inviting,

I lose myself once connected, I smile and

search to find your eyes closed again.

As if time would slow itself and allow me

to enjoy your passion. Our fusion is

beyond scientific, I search your eyes.

As if the embrace could be any greater,

you kiss me and I fall harder. I smile to

find, your eyes opened wide. I close mine.

As if your intentions could be any looser,

I was just another evening to you. I release

and you fade off, with eyes on a new target.