If One Thought Could Be Every Day

I had a mental snap of where i truly want to be. I Live a different life than how i would truly want to live it.

I long for escape. To leave all of my burdens behind and to never have to be reminded of past failures. To relinquish myself from the binds of expectations and the desire to become the person that no one else could ever become. I say to myself "I can imagine lying on the shore of a civilization absent beach. There, not a single fragment of society can exhale it's corrupted breath upon it. There, where I can watch the sun rise every morning and set every evening only to continue counting off the stars I can see in the peaceful night sky from the previous night. The waves would keep time, and the warm horizon of a new day would mark my awakening". Escape. I want to escape. Enough.

Author's Note

I would love to live on a shore side for the rest of my days on earth regardless of how young i am.