Quite a Dilemma

Sitting alone,thinking alone,feeling alone. Rush moment

I think I have to run away

but it seems to be this way

Nobody really knows

how this whole thing flows

I drift to nowhere
although it does lead me somewhere

Every phase is unconventional

some happenings are rational

It isn't so valid to make sense

there's just proof not dense

I need to disengage now
yet I don't know how

Make it disappear in a snap
consider this vast gap 
Again I'd want to lose it all

but the more I try the faster I fall

Author's Note

thanks!