It's not allright

Im not okay, and i know. I just dont know how to fix it.

 

 

 

I can’t do this

I can’t pretend that it’s all right

Because it’s not

 

It’ll never be okay

Because I’m sick

And I wont stop

Until I destroy everyone

 

Till I kill the spirit

Of everyone I love

Because their not good enough

Because they all lie

 

Is it because

I ache not to hurt anymore

That I yearn

To not be crushed, by the people I love

 

Everyone lies

But I want the truth

I want to know

That you love me

 

Crazy and all

I want to know

That I still mean something

That I'm part of your family

 

I’m sick, and I’m not going to stop

I don’t care if you tell me

That you love me

People lie, how can I be sure?

 

I want to know

But even after I do

How can I be sure

That you really do?

 

I want to know that I’m not sick

That I’m not wrong

I want to know the truth

But the truth is,

 

It doesn’t matter what you say

Because I’ll never believe you

No matter what you say and what you do

I’ll never let my guard down

 

 

Because you’ve hurt me too many times.

Reviews

[names jon but i prefer ..]

wow this is really moving
i like it
thanks for reviewing mine

[The Autumn Faerie]

It's hard, but we can only take people's words for things...
I hate it myself, but that's just how it is...

You don't have let your guard down, but don't be afraid to let people in, either.

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This is well written. I think this has a lot of emotion behind it. I loved the last stanza and the last line. It is very good!