Two Hearts

I never really thought

that I meant that much.

Never really bought,

the lies and such.

That were poured from me.

Obnoxious and deceiving.

But now you see,

what I figured perceiving.

So I sit here.

Pondering my life and soul.

Choking on fear,

but trying to fight the cold.

I can't seem to fight

any of these jumbles.

With all of my might.

I love you molding around mumbles.

As sure as the sun sets,

like I told you.

All people place bets,

on how neither have a clue.

I'm looking though a molten pool,

of tears that leak across my face while my shoulders shake.

Always saying you act a fool,

and it makes this shattered penumbra break.

For once. For me. For you. For love. For sacrifice.

Take a chance and let it suffice.

Two cards, twisted forecast.

Two faces, individual blast.

Two people, that make me weak.

Two hearts, that I will never speak.