This Man..

6.11.14

This day will always have a special place in my heart, although, this person is no longer in my life anymore. This day will always mean something, to me at least.. This was a day that a man promised to make an impact on my life as long as he possibly could, as long as I would let him, and as long as he could let himself.. until he or I couldn't anymore. I'm thankful enough that I had three and half years to have this man by my side to help mold me into who I am. Although I've changed even more this last year without this man, I would still not be who I am today without his help through good and bad, and I know deep down he feels the same about how I impacted him. This man gave me days I will forever remember, some of the best memories I will ever have that seem like a different lifetime ago. He gave me a kind of love.. a love I wont ever receive again, by anyone else. He taught me a kind of love.. a love I wont ever give again, to anyone else. What we had was real, true, pure, and beautiful. No love will ever be the same, because there is never the same kind of love twice. I will never figure out how to ever thank this man enough for what he gave, taught, and showed me in this life because I know words cant thank enough. I don't know where he is or what he is even doing in this world anymore. He is a stranger to me.. I'm a stranger to him.. but what we both shared.. we will always know,
it was a beautiful kind of love.. and where ever he is. I hope he gets the happy ever after that he wants and that he deserves.
The one that I couldn't ever give, this man.