Hamartia

I know you're there
Smiling in your little corner
Thinking I can't hear you
You must be so proud

I hope you enjoyed yourself
Your view
How you stared at my reflection
Bet you thought you had a say in that dress I wore
How you looked away when I had my nails down his back
Thought you could do so much better
Thought I couldn't see you watching
I saw you
Did you see me smiling?

I hope you enjoyed yourself
Your view
The slit of my skirt followed by your eyes
How you stood there
Bet you thought you could have it on you
It drove you crazy didn't it?

I hope you enjoyed it
How I heard you laugh back there when I cried
Everythime, in the shower, when I shaved my legs
You loved it
Every curve
I could hear you...at night, your breathing
Your whispers
I know you thought I came for you
I heard you begging me to scream your name

I knew you were there
Watching, writhing, weeping
Pacing back and forth. Waiting for him to leave
How could I, right? When I have you right here
Bet you thought you'd be here forever
Thought you could stay
Thought I couldn't feel you breathing down my neck
Thought you could scare him off
I hope you enjoyed yourself
Your view
My reflection, the sound of my voice, my hands, the taste of my mouth
Bet you thought I wouldn't do it
I bet I looked pretty good from there
That view of yours
God damn that view..

Take a good long look. You won't see me anymore
I'm leaving with him
And you...
I hope you feel his hand where yours used to be



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