Dear Husband,

Dear Husband, 

I want to let you know, 

I'm not angry for your behavior.

You were trying to protect yourself from my malicious ways.

My intent was never to harm you or bring you heartache.

I just wanted to see us both succeed and get the help we needed.

This wasn't a one sided love.

This was a two sided love.

We both had a role in hurting one another, No matter the extent, 

We shouldn't have gotten to this point.

I am glad that you had Jessica to help you through your darkest times.

Although, It should've been me.

I'm sorry I wasn't there to comfort you in your hard times,

I just didn't know which way to turn.

You're a truly a great man, 

Actions and past events shouldn't define our relationship and I won't allow them to.

I want to move past this.

I hope this is your one true desire.

My feelings were destroyed at the thought of you being with someone else,

But in a moment of need,

She was there. 

How can I honestly be mad?

She made you happy,

I want nothing more than your continued happiness.

I love you..