It Came Around Again

I'm struggling here

Desperately.

Not sure of where to turn

or who to talk to

Where to place my trust

It's been so easy for so long

That I've forgotten the rules

of this struggle

When to place my bet

When to take a chance

or play it safe

Frankly, I don't

wish to be reminded either

I was content with the simple

and the easy going

I ran from the difficult

for these very reasons

I hate this pain

That will seemingly never leave me

But will lie mistakenly dormant for

short moments of bliss