growing up

No more tears run down my face
a smile and plastered on my lips

I got my emotions under control
realized how childish i was

i used to be lovable, but now its seems
impossible, keep them at a distance

my heart is not like it used to be
i guess that's all part of growing up

I want to love again, i want to grow with someone
I want to laugh because its easy and effortless



how can i do these things and i am still......